Hey, Pitch Wars peeps! I’m so happy you stopped by to check out my wish list! (If you don’t know what Pitch Wars is, it’s an annual writing contest put together by the fabulous Brenda Drake. If you have a polished, completed manuscript and want to know more, check out the details on Brenda’s blog).

Before we get to my wish list, here’s a little bit about me:

My YA contemporary fantasy, THE WOOD, will be published by Feiwel and Friends/Macmillan on August 1, 2017! I’m represented by the absolutely amazing Andrea Somberg of Harvey Klinger, Inc., with whom I first connected when I was a Pitch Wars mentee all the way back in the first ever Pitch Wars in 2013. If you’re at all curious about my 2013 Pitch Wars entry, you can check it out here. Although this isn’t the manuscript that landed me a book deal, it is the manuscript that helped me connect with the online writing community (thanks to Pitch Wars!), and which eventually led to me signing with my dream agent. For that story, you can check out my blog posts “My Journey to Publication, or Why You Should Never Give Up” Parts One and Two.

This year, I will be mentoring YA fiction. As a mentor, it is extremely important to me that my mentee’s vision for his or her book shines, and as such that is always my primary focus. So, while I will be giving constructive criticism on how to get your manuscript submission-ready, above all I want to help you turn your book into what *you* always imagined it could be. To do this, and to make your Pitch Wars experience as enjoyable and beneficial as possible, I will be using both my experiences as a Pitch Wars mentee in 2013 and a Pitch Wars co-mentor last year, along with my experiences from navigating the publishing waters for nearly six years now. Although I will focus on all of the elements of your book when giving feedback (plot, character, voice, description, etc.), I am especially attuned to pacing and tension. Many people will argue that the most important element in writing is either plot or character, but I will always argue that it is pacing/tension (established through well-developed internal and external conflicts). In my opinion, it doesn’t matter how unique your plot is or how interesting your main character is if you can’t keep your reader turning the pages, and all of that boils down to pacing, tension, and conflict.

For more about my style as a Pitch Wars mentor, check out my mini-interview here. And check out my previous mentee’s success interview from when I co-mentored last year here (includes a little more info on my mentoring style as well as some insight into the Pitch Wars process from my 2015 mentee).

And finally, as you all know, we are doing a Blog Hop Scavenger Hunt this year! My letter is…*drumroll*…E!

Now, without further ado,

My Wish List

I have always been a very eclectic reader, and as such I have a very wide range in genres I’d like to see. First and foremost, as a girl who grew up fascinated with all things paranormal and who has seen every single Buffy the Vampire Slayer episode about a dozen times, I am a huge fan of speculative fiction. I’m your girl for pretty much anything that falls under the fantasy umbrella (including fantasy, paranormal, contemporary/urban fantasy, supernatural, Gothic/horror, and magical realism) with the exception of high, Lord of the Rings type fantasy (not because I don’t like the overall story elements of LOTR—please send me elves and dragons and wizards, etc, if done in a new, unique way!—but because I have a hard time staying interested when there are too many odd place and character names and background information/family trees to keep track of). I am also a fan of light science fiction such as the Across the Universe series by Beth Revis, but I am not your girl for super high-tech science fiction such as The Martian by Andy Weir.

To give you an idea of the types of stories I love, here is a list of some of my favorite fantasy/speculative fiction books:

• The entire Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling (I’m kind of a superfan)
• Vicious by V.E. Schwab
• The Shiver trilogy, The Scorpio Races, and The Raven Boys series by Maggie Stiefvater
• The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern
• The Girl of Fire and Thorns by Rae Carson
• The Lunar Chronicles by Marissa Meyer
• The Mortal Instruments series by Cassandra Clare
• The Diviners by Libba Bray

(Also, one of my favorite adult paranormal/urban fantasy authors is Karen Marie Moning, so if you have the YA equivalent of her style, please send it my way!)

I am also a huge fan of fun contemporary fiction and contemporary romances. Emphasis on the word fun. My 2015 mentee’s book, OUT OF LEFT FIELD, is a fun, fast-paced contemporary about a girl pitching for her high school boys’ baseball team (and it was soooo good you guys. Check out her entry and the ridiculous amount of agent interest she got here.) While I do appreciate darker contemporary topics (and do believe they are important to have even in a “fun” contemporary, since darkness is a part of life), I am not your girl for anything to do with cancer or stories revolving around a main character’s impending death, simply because I’m way too emotional to handle it. In other words, please don’t send me anything even remotely resembling The Fault In Our Stars by John Green. On the flip side, I could handle something resembling Dead Poet’s Society (one of my favorite Robin Williams movies), where the main focus of the story is much more on character relationships and on characters finding themselves, and where a character’s death serves to highlight a bigger issue. However, for me to fall in love with a story like this, there has to be a lot of heart behind it (I don’t like to cry while reading if I can help it! I cry enough at movies as it is, I don’t need to cry from books, too. That being said, if your book is something truly special, I’ll break out the tissues for it).

For some more insight into the kinds of contemporary stories I gravitate toward, here are my all-time favorites:

• Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins
• Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell
• The Moon and More, Along for the Ride, and Saint Anything by Sarah Dessen
• Red by Alison Cherry
• The Heist Society series by Ally Carter
• Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants by Ann Brashares
• The Royal We by Heather Cocks and Jessica Morgan
• Someday, Someday, Maybe by Lauren Graham

(Also, please send anything resembling Gilmore Girls and/or Friday Night Lights).

As a history major, I also enjoy historical fiction, especially alternate and/or supernatural history, time-travel, and anything to do with American history (with favorite time periods being: the American Revolution, the Edwardian era, WWII, and the 1950s and ’60s). Some of my favorite historical books include:

• Wolf by Wolf by Ryan Graudin
• Walk on Earth a Stranger by Rae Carson
• Winter Garden by Kristin Hannah
• The White Queen by Philippa Gregory
• Outlander by Diana Gabaldon
• The Help by Kathryn Stockett

(I would also love to find a book resembling either Band of Brothers or The Patriot).

And finally, I am a huge sucker for romance. Whether it’s the main focus of your story or one of several elements, if there’s romance in your book, I am that much more likely to be drawn to it! However, don’t let a lack of romance stop you from sending your book to me if it hits any of my other wish list items (Vicious by V.E. Schwab, for example, is one of my favorite books of all time, and I wouldn’t exactly call “romance” one of its main elements). I also love a well thought-out mystery and surprise twist endings.

So, to recap, I’m mentoring YA this year, looking for: speculative fiction; fun, fast-paced contemporaries; historical fiction; romance; and mysteries (or some crazy mix of all of the above!). I am NOT looking for high-tech science fiction; high, LOTR-type fantasy; or John Green-esque contemporaries.

If you think we might be a fit, please send your submission my way! I look forward to reading!

1. Phil Stamper 2. Jenni L. Walsh 3. Linsey Miller 4. Jennifer Blackwood 5. Amy Trueblood 6. Laurie Elizabeth Flynn 7. Kelly Ann Hopkins 8. Kip Wilson Rechea 9. Kristin Wright 10. Amanda Foody 11. Fiona McLaren & Dionne McCulloch 12. Karen Fortunati 13. Marty Mayberry 14. Sarah Glenn Marsh & Shana Silver 15. Monica M. Hoffman 16. Heather Ezell 17. Kate Karyus Quinn and Demitria Lunetta 18. Erin Summerill & Rosalyn Eves 19. Jamie Howard 20. Ashley Hearn 21. Charlie N. Holmberg 22. Isabel Ibañez Davis

23. Pintip Dunn 24. Rachel Solomon & Kit Frick 25. Mara Rutherford & Joan He 26. Cat Scully & Kim Graff 27. Lynnette Labelle and Destiny Cole 28. Natasha Neagle 29. Sonia Hartl 30. Trisha Leaver & Kelly Calabrese 31. Jessie Devine 32. Ayesha Patel 33. Helene Dunbar & Beth Hull 34. Emily Martin 35. Karen McManus 36. Marie Meyer 37. Jeanmarie Anaya 38. Sharon Johnston 39. Naomi Hughes 40. Summer Spence 41. Nikki Roberti 42. McKelle George 43. Monica B. Wagner & Kerbie Addis 44. Rebecca Sky & Stacey Trombley

45. M.K. England and Jamie Pacton 46. Tabitha Martin 47. Brian Palmer 48. Brianna Shrum 49. Molly E. Lee 50. L.L. McKinney 51. RuthAnne Snow 52. Chelsea Bobulski 53. Janella Angeles & Axie Oh 54. Megan Lally & Katie Bucklein 55. Kes Trester & Jen Hawkins 56. Dannie Morin 57. Stephanie Scott 58. Sarah Nicolas & Leigh Mar 59. Lizzy Charles 60. Tobie Easton 61. Lisa Amowitz 62. Diana Gallagher 63. Katherine Webber 64. Judi Lauren 65. Austin Aslan 66. Dawn Ius

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(This blog post ended up being pretty long, so I decided to separate it into two parts. You can find Part One here).

It’s kind of amazing to me, looking back, that I didn’t give up after those first three manuscripts. Baby author me was, apparently, very resilient. That resilience would be tested with my fourth manuscript, a young adult steampunk romance. I absolutely loved my fourth manuscript when I started querying it in 2012. For the first time, I felt like this was it. This was the one. For the first time, I had truly discovered my voice, and my writing had gotten strong enough to support it.

I don’t remember how many agents I queried with my fourth manuscript, or how many requests I received, but it was a lot more than I had received in the past. I also made it into two contests: Baker’s Dozen, hosted by Miss Snark’s First Victim, and the very first Pitch Wars, hosted by Brenda Drake. I believe the number of total requests (from contests and querying) was somewhere near twenty, and all of them were from dream agents, including the incredible Andrea Somberg, who would eventually become my agent, but I’m getting a little ahead of myself. 😉

I got really close with this manuscript. Like, really, really close. But when, about a year and a half after I had originally started querying the manuscript (which had gone through so many revisions for so many different agents I lost count), I was asked to do yet another revision that was really more of a complete rewrite with completely different character motivations, I realized I no longer loved my manuscript. In fact, I hated it. Not because it wasn’t good (my CPs still ask me when I’m going to go back to this project, they believed in it so much), but because I was burnt out. I’d lost all perspective regarding the manuscript and, even worse, I lost my voice.

This was a low point in my writing career. To get so close and still feel so far away was a special kind of torture. If it wasn’t for my husband and my CPs telling me I couldn’t give up on my dream, I probably would have thrown in the writing towel. I went to a dark place for a while. I felt like I had wasted four years of my life on this dream when it was so obvious I’d chosen the wrong career. I should have done something more practical with my life, like getting my Masters in Education or going to law school. But here’s how I knew I was meant to be a writer:

Even when I felt like I was wasting my life chasing an impossible dream, and even as I was making plans to go back to school and forget about this ridiculous chapter of my life, I kept getting story ideas, and I kept sitting down at my computer to write. One idea in particular kept bugging me, to the point where I couldn’t not write it. But I wasn’t a writer anymore—I was going back to school, if I could just figure out what exactly I was supposed to study—so I didn’t plot anything out. I didn’t do character sketches, or try to figure out motivations or backstory or anything. Every day, just to satisfy this beast of an idea, I would sit at my computer with my fingers hovered over the keyboard, and write whatever came to mind.

Fifty pages later, the beast hadn’t been silenced. Instead, it had grown, taking hold of my heart and my head until I could hardly think straight. I knew I was going to finish this story, and I also knew I should probably sit down and plot it out before things got too confusing. I fell in love with writing again as I worked on this new project, and after I had sent the finished manuscript to my CPs and revised it to a high-polished shine, I was ready to enter the query trenches once more. But this time I had something I didn’t have before: agents who had loved my fourth manuscript and specifically asked me to query again with any future work.

I only sent out five queries for THE WOOD, to the five agents who had been the most enthusiastic about my work in the past. As all writers know, or will discover upon their first round of querying, everyone has their list of dream agents. These are the agents who you feel would totally get you and your writing based on their current client list, or their mutual love for Buffy the Vampire Slayer, or through your interactions with them on social media. This list is different for everyone based on your specific career goals and personality and what you’re looking for in an agent, and let me tell you, there are some amazing agents out there, but through my five years of writing and querying and rejections, I had a number one, tippy-top dream agent, and it was the query I sent to her that made me the most excited (and the most nervous).

When my dream agent requested the full manuscript, I sent it off telling myself not to get my hopes up. This part of my life was pretty much over and done with. I didn’t even know why I was querying when I should have been figuring out if I’d make a better teacher or a better lawyer. But then, a week later, my tippy-top dream agent, Andrea Somberg, sent me an email saying she absolutely loved the manuscript.

After five years and five manuscripts, my dream came true. Andrea sold my debut novel, THE WOOD, to Feiwel and Friends/Macmillan, with a Spring 2017 release. I wish I could properly explain just how many times I almost gave up, how many times I let the doubt monsters take me to a really dark place and make me think I couldn’t do it, that I wasn’t good enough, that just because I loved writing didn’t mean I was meant to be a writer, but that would make this already too-long blog post cross over into novel-length territory. Throughout those five years, I read countless blog posts telling me the same thing I’m telling you today: Never Give Up. It was a really hard thing to hear sometimes, especially when I was at my lowest, but what I want you to take away from my journey is that it really does work. Whether you’re just starting your own publishing journey, or whether you’ve been querying for years and feel like there’s no hope in sight, if you love to write, and if telling stories is what you feel called to do,

Don’t. Give. Up.

Learn from your mistakes. Recognize the areas of your craft that can improve, and then work on those areas, and recognize that, as writers, we are always improving. No trunked novel or abandoned half-manuscript or one-paragraph writing prompt is a waste of time as long as you’re learning and working on getting better. And just remember when you’re feeling down that The Help by Kathrynn Stockett was rejected 60 times, and we all know how that turned out. Remember that for every “overnight” success story, there are a hundred stories like Stockett’s. If she had given up, the world would be without one truly amazing book. If I had given up, my dream would have never come true.

Don’t let rejection stop you. Don’t deprive the world of your unique voice.

Don’t Give Up.

(This blog post ended up being pretty long, so I decided to post it in two parts. Part Two will be up tomorrow.) 🙂

For as long as I can remember, I’ve wanted to be a published author. I wrote stories all the time as a child, and I was a voracious reader. I would have crawled inside my favorite books and lived in each one for a time if it were possible. But even though I couldn’t physically put myself in these story worlds, I could still experience other lives, other cultures, other ways of thinking just by browsing the shelves of my local library. I fell in love with the unique magic of books. As I grew older, I wanted to find a way to craft that magic with my own hands, to give others the same beautiful escape I had found in my favorite books.

However, the older I got, the more I started to put authors on a very, very high pedestal, to the point where I felt like there was no way I could ever accomplish the amazing things these people had accomplished. Write an entire book?! That was surely an impossible task, one that only geniuses of mythological stature such as Stephen King or Nora Roberts could attempt.

It wasn’t until my last quarter at Ohio State, when I took a creative writing class at The Thurber House taught by YA author, Lisa Klein, that I started to think maybe books were not born of mythological genius, but instead of determination, a strong work ethic, and a passion for storytelling. For the first time, I realized the authors I had placed on a pedestal didn’t start out as international bestsellers with millions of books in print—they had started out just like me. A person who loved writing and wanted to attempt their very first novel. That realization gave me the courage to not only write an entire book, but to make writing my career.

I started writing what would become my first young adult novel (a post-apocalyptic urban fantasy) in May 2010. Although a part of me was still terrified I wouldn’t be able to pull it off, I reminded myself of two very crucial pieces of writing advice:

1. All first drafts are crap.
2. You can’t fix a blank page.

I wrote the first draft very quickly, afraid that if I let up, I would never reach the end. After a round of revisions, I began querying agents in September 2010. I now wish that I had saved the statistics from all of my querying adventures, but at the time it was a little too depressing to keep track of my rejections (how Stephen King kept track of all of his rejections, I have no idea, but I’m guessing it has something to do with his mythological genius status). Thinking back, I want to say I probably queried 30-40 agents. The numbers are a bit blurry, but I do remember researching a lot of agents and being very enthusiastic about sending out my cute but woefully inadequate little book. I also remember the number of requests I got (4!), two of which were from DREAM agents.

Naturally, I freaked out. I dreamed about working with these agents, making my book stronger, hitting the NYT Best Seller’s List—all things baby author me thought were possible, because baby author me didn’t realize just how much work her manuscript still needed. What I learned from the 4 rejections that followed was: I still had a lot to learn. I didn’t let it deter me though. I continued reading books and blog articles on the craft of writing and began honing my techniques, but, as with any skill you’re trying to nurture, it took time for certain writing elements to catch up to others. Some of my strong suits from the get-go were dialogue, pacing, and tension. Some of my not-so-strong suits included:

1. Really understanding what it meant to show and not tell (also just how important this rule is, and the very rare circumstances where it’s okay, if not preferable, to break it).
2. Keeping character motivations consistent (also making sure they were believable and not just changing to suit the plot)
3. Avoiding giant plot holes (I dug those puppies all the way to China and back in my first books, and did it with a smile on my face).

My second manuscript was stronger than my first in a lot of ways, but when I queried 20 or so agents this time, I didn’t get a single request (suuuuuuper disappointing). I faced a big decision. I could continue querying my just-okay paranormal romance (at a time when paranormal romance was dying and needed to be something insanely special to even be considered), or I could take a step back and analyze what was wrong with it. I chose the latter.

I realized pretty quickly there was no saving manuscript #2. The entire plot was blah and confusing and just not good enough. It was around this time that I realized not all story ideas make good stories. So, I quickly got to work on manuscript #3, a young adult murder mystery set in the 1950s. Think Pretty Little Liars meets Peyton Place. I think I knew, even as I was writing it, that this manuscript wouldn’t go anywhere, but I also knew I needed to write it, because with every word I felt myself growing as a writer. I was learning by doing. I did put it through one round of revisions to sharpen my techniques, but that was it. I didn’t query it. I knew it wasn’t the manuscript that would land me an agent or get me published, but I was getting closer, and that was what mattered.

(Updated: You can now find Part Two here) 🙂